MY Sunrise MY NIghtmare

I remember the sunrise in front of me
The one who cheered-up my leaves
Strengthened my stems
And boosted-up my lousy day

The sunrise who’s embracing me
With thy glimmering rays
Swinging like a hammock
Placed in a case

I remember the rain
The one who covered thy light
Over came his calmness
Until dusk emerge
And yes… it was there
Roaring like a vicious bear

Oh sunrise…
I expect thy not to become
A nightmare!
Thy dried-up my leaves
Weakens my stems
And defaming my heartrending day

Adieu!
Is this must I say?
When things are not yet clear
When thy judged me
Is not that glee…?
Open thou eyes
Hear my plea!

How To Deal

when things are getting heavy
my mind blocks...
forgetting the ideas how to carry

when the world seems so empty
my mind blocks
forgetting the choice to become happy

when times like this
my mind blocks...
so block...
i feel something was cracked...

that's why
I feel weird
asking my self
how to deal.

Shaded

it is dim
it isn't illuminated by your light

it is scary
it isn't laxed by your power

it is cold
it isn't burned by your love

it is roaring
it isn't stilled by your gentleness

now it becomes darker
how could you move thy light away
when all this days
I've been on your row
waiting for you...

it is chaotic
it isn't the silence of yours

it is shaded...
how darker would it be

it is you my friend
no one but you
it's not the hazard nor the blue!

so rise up
and not be shaken

because shaded things
are not meant for you

Now

I don't want to wait for that time...
all i want is to make it now
I don't want to wait for love...
all i want is to feel that now

I don't want to wait for money...
all I want to do is to earn it now
I don't want to wait for that path...
all I want is to find it now

I don't want to wait for that opportunity...
all I want is to create it now
I don't want to go for less...
all I want is the best

I don't want to compare my being...
I am unique, (my brain sings) now
I don't want to avoid that failure...
I want to use it for the future

I will never dwell in my mistakes...
all I want is to learn from them now
I don't want to go back down...
I want to do several things now...just go around

I will never close my eyes...
all I want to do is to open my mind
Indeed, I don't want to run from life
when all I need to do is to embrace it with gladness...

and I will start it now...

With You

with you
i feel so blue
i don't know why
am i floating on the sky?

with you
i feel brand new
i feel so weak
thinking, am i so freak?

with you
i feel so close
close to the heavens
shining, glimmerin'

with you
i can leave life happily
because all i want in this life time
is You!

Malice

my gift,
my smiles,
the texts...
all of these were put to malice

the hug,
the favors,
the friendship...
all of these were the evidences of malice

the closeness,
my tears,
my loneliness...
all of these were cases of malice

the bothered face,
the muteness,
my shouts...
these were judged through malice

I was not there
they were all there
they gathered around
just to picked me down

the truth is
what they see
are not in me...

they just put it all together
connect it like a bumper

the words
bomb my heart
broke my wings
covered my face

until such time
her comes twists...

Let Us See

a speechless hour came
ruined the chaos
of the devastating mouthS

the chamomile scent
turned into smoke
shown by the ticking of the clock
running like a wolf

uselessness of speech intruded
among them
carried the promise
that one must stood still

now.. let see
if all had thought it
let see
if all had caused it
it's not me.. it's not you
it's the roaring dragon
that stays with you!

speak thou truth
cover that cave
the bats were playing when the speechless hour came